I need to get back into my candle magick. I need to get the universe to work with me a bit on things and hopefully I can give it a bit of an ‘oomf’ :-\ Stress abound. Exhaustion. Can’t seem to focus. Getting so very, very close. Excited! I’m just trying to not panic. Panic [...]

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So I despise the Easter holiday. Mostly because it is one of two days out of the year that the pretend-religious people come out. The zealots I can handle. The casual believers I can handle. It is the people like my mother who want to celebrate the holiday and not even really what it is [...]

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The world is really filled with too much Stupid. There are things that just break my heart about this world we live in. It is so hard to see the beauty all around us when there is so much Ugly and Evil. I struggle to find the beauty in others; I have issues with trust [...]

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This is my new song. Especially since the other song “Gravity” by Sara Bareilles was too close to home. Funny how that works out. Defying Gravity from: Wicked: the Musical performed by: Lea Michelle Something has changed within me Something is not the same I’m through with playing by the rules of someone else’s game [...]

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My mouth pain has returned. I know… I know! It’s really my own damned fault that I am this miserable. WordPress was acting up from one of the plug-ins. Angel disabled the plug in so I could at least get my blog post in. Yay! Still feeling exhausted. It’s like I just can’t get enough [...]

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I think I slept a total of about 14 hours today. Not all at once, mind you. But it still isn’t enough. I am utterly drained and just want to crawl into bed and stay there. Part of it would be depression, part of it being the chronic fatigue settling in for a stay… I [...]

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Tags: exhausted, language, NaBloPoMo

My head has been in all kinds of places lately. I cannot seem to concentrate on any one thing for too long. I am not sure if it is boredom, a refusal to be tied down, excitement… Whatever it is, I strongly believe it is what is affecting my sleep. For the past two weeks, [...]

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Tags: creativity, emotional, exhausted, NaBloPoMo

Today was a bad day. I’m tired of people screwing around. I want them to realize that we have a job to do and just do it. You aren’t paid to sit there and screw around. You are paid to dispatch. You are not the god of dispatch. You are not Super ‘Spatcher. In fact? [...]

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Tags: NaBloPoMo, ugh, work