I’m fucked up in the head. This whole thing has me screwed up and I just… ugh. Gave up on project blog because there are too many things not fit for “print” that I want to say. I’m only not saying them because I can’t get them to make sense anyway. Current Mood:  frustrated

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I had a very weird day today. It started out relatively normal. I woke up a wee bit earlier than normal, knowing that I had to call the rental office to go about terminating my lease but I knew that I wanted to be at work and either in the parking lot or in the [...]

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I just don’t feel like writing today. I’m not depressed. I’m not… anything at the moment. Meh. Le Sigh. I don’t feel like I have to rant, I don’t really have to vent, blah blah blah. I am leaving work as I type this, having a particularly crappy night so yay. Glad to be gone. [...]

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I missed a day for the Project Blog. For good reason, mind you; it still disappoints me. I really do not want to talk about it right now, however. And it is 5:22am. I need to sleep. Haven’t decided yet if I am going to call out or not.

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I am twenty-seven years old. Twenty-seven and a half, in fact, but who uses fractions anymore unless they are really young or really old? I do not think of myself as “old” though I have been late in really starting my personal and home life. No husband, no children, no house to call my own. [...]

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Today hasn’t been the best of days. It wasn’t bad–certainly not like last Monday–but it was incredibly frustrating. First, I couldn’t sleep. I’ve realized that part of my problem is that I just do not want to sleep in my bed. The couch disgusts me so that isn’t really an option, either. So what have [...]

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Tags: emotional, exhausted, pets, purchases, ugh

I didn’t necessarily get a lot of things done on my first day off on my weekend. At least, nothing that I probably should have done. Adult responsibilities? What are those? I should admit that I probably didn’t step up purely out of spite. Rick doesn’t have to act like a responsible adult, so why [...]

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So the whole attempt at blogging every day in February fell to the wayside when the east coast got hammered with two snow storms. Since then, I haven’t gotten a good night’s sleep and I am completely, thoroughly exhausted. I have been run ragged and my patience is nonexistent. We had our reviews at work [...]

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I think I slept a total of about 14 hours today. Not all at once, mind you. But it still isn’t enough. I am utterly drained and just want to crawl into bed and stay there. Part of it would be depression, part of it being the chronic fatigue settling in for a stay… I [...]

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Tags: exhausted, language, NaBloPoMo

My head has been in all kinds of places lately. I cannot seem to concentrate on any one thing for too long. I am not sure if it is boredom, a refusal to be tied down, excitement… Whatever it is, I strongly believe it is what is affecting my sleep. For the past two weeks, [...]

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Tags: creativity, emotional, exhausted, NaBloPoMo