Today hasn’t been the best of days. It wasn’t bad–certainly not like last Monday–but it was incredibly frustrating. First, I couldn’t sleep. I’ve realized that part of my problem is that I just do not want to sleep in my bed. The couch disgusts me so that isn’t really an option, either. So what have [...]
I am still using the Proactiv system but after the fiasco with the “refining mask” I had to skip a few treatments and then realized that my skin was still getting very dry–almost hurtful, in fact. I was using the moisturizer so much that not only am I now running out but I was breaking [...]
So speaking of spending money… Which is funny to bring up, actually, because I didn’t spend the money. But my mother bought me a pair of the Sketchers Shape-ups (no this isn’t a paid blogging post LOL) because they are supposed to be good for posture, joints, etc. As someone with knee, ankle, and lower [...]
I didn’t necessarily get a lot of things done on my first day off on my weekend. At least, nothing that I probably should have done. Adult responsibilities? What are those? I should admit that I probably didn’t step up purely out of spite. Rick doesn’t have to act like a responsible adult, so why [...]
I’ve been in pain for most of the day. My knee aches so much that it hurts to stand, it hurts to sit, it hurts to move. It’s sad and pathetic that I am 26 – almost 27 – and I have knee issues to this degree. I still blame Karina for it. If she [...]
Rick and I drove up to the Ardsley/Dobbs Ferry area to see his younger sisters. The younger one was visiting the older one in her dorm at Mercy. We were bringing the younger one home with us. But instead of a grab and run, we all darted off into NYC to play around for a [...]
I would really like to have a good Sunday; one that doesn’t bring about the demise of my self-esteem, even if only for a short amount of time. I don’t want to feel like shit. I don’t want to feel worthless or an inch tall. It isn’t fair. In fact, it’s downright fucked up. And [...]
There’s somethin’ ’bout the way the street looks when it’s just rained. There’s a glow off the pavement. Walk me to the car and you know I wanna ask you to dance right there, in the middle of the parking lot. Yeah. Oh yeah. We’re drivin’ down the road, I wonder if you know, I’m [...]
Rick and I are heading to Inner Harbor today, in Baltimore, MD. I’m supposed to be in bed. But, of course, I’m awake randomly even though I am exhausted. So I might as well post an entry, right? Still toying with the iPhone and playing with the various apps. I am still not 100% set [...]
No phone, no phone. I just want to be alone today. No phone, no phone. Ringing, stinging, j.erking like a nervous bird rattling up against his cage. Calls to me thoughout the day, see the feathers fly. No phone, no phone. I just want to be alone today. Cake – “No Phone” I never would [...]