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February 02 |
still not enough |
I think I slept a total of about 14 hours today. Not all at once, mind you. But it still isn’t enough. I am utterly drained and just want to crawl into bed and stay there.
Part of it would be depression, part of it being the chronic fatigue settling in for a stay…
I worked a little bit in the wee hours of morning on getting back into my Japanese learning. I really need to invest in a mic so I can get the full experience in with this program. I know my pronunciations are mostly correct since I have a knack for that sort of thing and I went through two years of Japanese at the community college with Kuratani-sensei and Kanai-sensei – but it would still be nice to be able to jump into this and just go through it, being corrected along the way where I need it.
I feel very stuck right now. Which is funny because I really don’t have any ties here outside of the few friends I managed to make at work. Few though they may be, they are mighty and I am glad to have met them. But they are not enough to tie me to this place. I either want to be home or I want to be somewhere truly foreign.
My finances at this time sort of negate either possibility.
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