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May 24 |
Chores & Frustrations |
Today hasn’t been the best of days. It wasn’t bad–certainly not like last Monday–but it was incredibly frustrating. First, I couldn’t sleep. I’ve realized that part of my problem is that I just do not want to sleep in my bed. The couch disgusts me so that isn’t really an option, either. So what have [...]
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Feb 01 |
all kinds of places |
My head has been in all kinds of places lately. I cannot seem to concentrate on any one thing for too long. I am not sure if it is boredom, a refusal to be tied down, excitement… Whatever it is, I strongly believe it is what is affecting my sleep. For the past two weeks, [...]
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Jan 17 |
discretion. |
Hard to believe that my first real post of the year is over two weeks into 2010 already. Angel, being very pushy today apparently, mentioned that I needed to blog because it had been so long since my last post. The problem is that I don’t have anything to say. That is, I have a [...]
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Dec 07 |
habitual? |
I’d like to say that by this point, blogging on a daily basis had become habitual. But it hasn’t. It is mostly due to a lack of energy and overabundance of other things I need to be doing. It is partly because I just have nothing nice to say. If you don’t have anything nice [...]
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Nov 29 |
be still |
The whole “getting everything on my to-do list” thing isn’t going so well. But I did, however, manage to be a bit crafy and made Sugar Cookie recipe cards that were all pretty ‘n decorated to be sent out with one of my swaps for Swap-Bot. So I suppose that pleases me even if I [...]
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Nov 17 |
Worn out. Worn down. |
I am still not all that okay mentally and emotionally. Even when I finally slept, it was very light and broken. I kept waking up for no reason and I felt like I was in a Fight mode. I am on edge. No patience. No tolerance. No filter. Maybe my hormones are all outta whack [...]
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Nov 16 |
patience status: gone. |
My patience is gone tonight. I have none left. Not for you, not for me, not for anything in between. I am on edge. So pricking on me isn’t helping. Rick asked me what was wrong. I told him that I had no patience. He asked why. I said, “I just don’t have any patience [...]
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Nov 15 |
making me insane |
I would really like to have a good Sunday; one that doesn’t bring about the demise of my self-esteem, even if only for a short amount of time. I don’t want to feel like shit. I don’t want to feel worthless or an inch tall. It isn’t fair. In fact, it’s downright fucked up. And [...]
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Nov 06 |
dreams and wishes. |
Watched Transformers 2 tonight. Yay Netflix. It wasn’t nearly as bad as people had led me to believe. I may have felt differently about this had I seen it in the theaters. Moreso if I had seen it at the midnight showing that people had gone to right after work and had forgotten to invite [...]
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Nov 04 |
uh… surprise? |
It’s weird how emotions suddenly decide to surface. I manage to do a pretty good job of bottling the bad ones but they can only stay hidden for so long. My father called me up tonight to talk about my youngest brother. Apparently he missed one of his finals last year due to my father’s [...]
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