I haven’t slept yet. I tried. I really did. But by almost 6am it was very clear that sleep was not coming. And since I had to be up by 7:30am, there was really no point in trying any longer. I have plans today! Off to NYC for a day of geekery with Kim, Dani, [...]
Today hasn’t been the best of days. It wasn’t bad–certainly not like last Monday–but it was incredibly frustrating. First, I couldn’t sleep. I’ve realized that part of my problem is that I just do not want to sleep in my bed. The couch disgusts me so that isn’t really an option, either. So what have [...]
I think I slept a total of about 14 hours today. Not all at once, mind you. But it still isn’t enough. I am utterly drained and just want to crawl into bed and stay there. Part of it would be depression, part of it being the chronic fatigue settling in for a stay… I [...]
My head has been in all kinds of places lately. I cannot seem to concentrate on any one thing for too long. I am not sure if it is boredom, a refusal to be tied down, excitement… Whatever it is, I strongly believe it is what is affecting my sleep. For the past two weeks, [...]
The whole “getting everything on my to-do list” thing isn’t going so well. But I did, however, manage to be a bit crafy and made Sugar Cookie recipe cards that were all pretty ‘n decorated to be sent out with one of my swaps for Swap-Bot. So I suppose that pleases me even if I [...]
I’ve been in pain for most of the day. My knee aches so much that it hurts to stand, it hurts to sit, it hurts to move. It’s sad and pathetic that I am 26 – almost 27 – and I have knee issues to this degree. I still blame Karina for it. If she [...]
Can someone please remind me to blog tonight before I go to bed? I liked being in that mode and on that schedule. Posting from my phone while at work isn’t so much fun. Don’t get me wrong; I love being able to do so. But it screw up my groove and I wind up [...]
Sugar high. It’s about all I have going for me right now. I managed to get a lot of things done last night in regards to paperwork and bills. I was up way too late with too much unbroken sleep. Second night in a row. Not good. I need a hobby. LOL
I am still not all that okay mentally and emotionally. Even when I finally slept, it was very light and broken. I kept waking up for no reason and I felt like I was in a Fight mode. I am on edge. No patience. No tolerance. No filter. Maybe my hormones are all outta whack [...]
I’m heading to bed now that I know Rick isn’t in some ditch somewhere dead or dying. Home by 1am, eh? Try 2:30am. Ugh. I really wonder how his sense of time is so warped. He freaks out if I’m 15 minutes late. But doesn’t think to text me or call me to let me [...]