I haven’t slept yet. I tried. I really did. But by almost 6am it was very clear that sleep was not coming. And since I had to be up by 7:30am, there was really no point in trying any longer. I have plans today! Off to NYC for a day of geekery with Kim, Dani, [...]
I still cannot believe that it is already June. And the second, no less! It’s crazy, really. Work is… work. We got newbies on the floor as of this past Saturday but I didn’t get mine until today because I was off on Saturday for the Glee concert in NYC. He was described as being [...]
I am still not all that okay mentally and emotionally. Even when I finally slept, it was very light and broken. I kept waking up for no reason and I felt like I was in a Fight mode. I am on edge. No patience. No tolerance. No filter. Maybe my hormones are all outta whack [...]
Some of us are reaching for stardust, some of us are digging for gold. But it won’t mean a lot on a mountaintop when the wind reaches out for your soul. Some of us stand in the spotlight, waiting for a round of applause. But if the people go home, you’re left all alone to [...]
Now, don’t just walk away pretending everything’s ok and you don’t care about me. And I know there’s just no use when all your lies become your truths and I don’t care… yeah, yeah, yeah. Could you look me in the eye and tell me that you’re happy now, ohhh, ohhh. Would you tell it [...]
I say to myself: Self, why are you awake again? It’s one a.m. Standing with the fridge wide open, staring. Such a sight, florescent light. The stars are bright. Might make a wish, if I believed in that shit but as it is, I might watch TV cause it’s nice to see people more messed [...]
Take, take your time. Smell the roses, but steal the vines. Don’t wait for the hands of time to second guess and change your mind. And shine. Here’s your moment to shine. Shine. Lay down, my friend. Close your eyes, breathe in, and I’ll take you there and back again. No more questions why. I’m [...]
Eyes are feeling heavy but they never seem to close. The fan blades on the ceiling spin but the air is never cold. And even though you’re next to me I still feel so alone. I just can’t give you anything for you to call your own. And I can feel you breathing and it’s [...]
Frozen, forgetful again, the part where I loose my head; the scene where I’m supposed to speak. But instead I sit and listen again I’m stuck with these cards I guess. Leaping from this cliff in my thoughts, I fly like the stones in my heart. Drowning in doubt for what reason? I sit so [...]