I don’t often talk about spirituality in regards to what I do and do not do. Though I align myself of the Pagan and Wiccan faiths, albeit a grayed area in between the two with helpings from other spiritual pots, I am not an actively practicing witch. I rarely do any spellwork. There was a [...]
I’d like to say that by this point, blogging on a daily basis had become habitual. But it hasn’t. It is mostly due to a lack of energy and overabundance of other things I need to be doing. It is partly because I just have nothing nice to say. If you don’t have anything nice [...]
I’m surrounded by idiots. The day didn’t start out well at all. The shift change happens at 3pm/1500. At 2:58/1458 the system crashed. Awesome. We get the d2000 system back up in dispatch but NOTHING is getting through to the remote users. Namely, the shops and drivers. We are on manual dispatch for everything and [...]
The pain is unbearable at times. I just want to cry. And I know that I need to stop complaining about it but damn. I need to get with Rick on rerouting some of our funds to get my mouth fixed because I can’t deal with this anymore without any sort of real painkillers to [...]
So I really and desperately need to go to the dentist. I just don’t have the funds to do so. And it sucks. I am exhausted. I am in pain. And I am sooooo sick of both of those. On a side note, my novel writing isn’t going so well. I haven’t been watching TV [...]
Sometimes is never quite enough. If you’re flawless, then you’ll win my love. Don’t forget to win first place. Don’t forget to keep that smile on your face. Be a good boy. Try a little harder. You’ve got to measure up and make me prouder. How long before you screw it up? How many times [...]
I say to myself: Self, why are you awake again? It’s one a.m. Standing with the fridge wide open, staring. Such a sight, florescent light. The stars are bright. Might make a wish, if I believed in that shit but as it is, I might watch TV cause it’s nice to see people more messed [...]
Four days off in a row. I realize that this does not sound like much but it was a miniature vacation for me and so desperately needed. I had no plans, I was not going anywhere… I just wanted to sit around and do nothing. Today would be day four of my mini-vacay and not [...]