Today hasn’t been the best of days. It wasn’t bad–certainly not like last Monday–but it was incredibly frustrating. First, I couldn’t sleep. I’ve realized that part of my problem is that I just do not want to sleep in my bed. The couch disgusts me so that isn’t really an option, either. So what have [...]
I would really like to have a good Sunday; one that doesn’t bring about the demise of my self-esteem, even if only for a short amount of time. I don’t want to feel like shit. I don’t want to feel worthless or an inch tall. It isn’t fair. In fact, it’s downright fucked up. And [...]
No phone, no phone. I just want to be alone today. No phone, no phone. Ringing, stinging, j.erking like a nervous bird rattling up against his cage. Calls to me thoughout the day, see the feathers fly. No phone, no phone. I just want to be alone today. Cake – “No Phone” I never would [...]
So nothing seemed to want to cooperate today. Honestly, it’s just par for the course. This entry is being posted before midnight so nyah. It counts. Not my fucking fault the internet doesn’t want to play along, too. Went shopping today. Wow. MASSIVE discounts = FUN. Between Kim and I we bought $396 worth of [...]
Take, take your time. Smell the roses, but steal the vines. Don’t wait for the hands of time to second guess and change your mind. And shine. Here’s your moment to shine. Shine. Lay down, my friend. Close your eyes, breathe in, and I’ll take you there and back again. No more questions why. I’m [...]
Frozen, forgetful again, the part where I loose my head; the scene where I’m supposed to speak. But instead I sit and listen again I’m stuck with these cards I guess. Leaping from this cliff in my thoughts, I fly like the stones in my heart. Drowning in doubt for what reason? I sit so [...]
And when it rains on this side of town it touches everything. Just say it again and mean it. We don’t miss a thing. You made yourself a bed at the bottom of the blackest hole (blackest hole) and convinced yourself that it’s not the reason you don’t see the sun anymore. And oh, oh, [...]
We all have our little quirks and random oddities. One of my more recent obsessions has been the collecting of hardback books and phasing out the paperbacks I had of the same book. Why? I wish I knew. There is no real reason for it; in fact, they take up more space than a paperback [...]